Drunk for the Holidays

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Is it me or has “Drunk for the Holidays” trumped “Home for the Holidays?”  Maybe it’s always been that way.  Maybe I’ve been so distracted by the lights that I never noticed.

It’s not that I’m above alcohol.  I like my chardonnay at dinner; and my cider spiked at Thanksgiving; and a glass of Baileys by the tree; but there’s a difference between enjoying a seasonal beverage and getting bombed.

Even back in my party days, holidays were a time of familial devotion for me. I spent time with little ones or reconnected with the little one in me.  I visited elder relatives and sent cards. I shopped and cooked and made merry with rituals and connections.

During those college days, I remember visiting a friend over the Thanksgiving break, and was surprised to find that all her people got trashed. No doubt this was a tradition linked to homecoming and football; but what’s that connection all about?

I’m no sports fan, but in my assessment the diehards are so drunk that they miss the game, not to mention waste time and money in ridiculously long lines for $8 Budweisers, followed by bathroom lines twice as long.

But I digress.

It was my own alcoholic mother who taught me how to celebrate New Years without drunkeness. On this one night of the year, she asked me not to go out (she was afraid of the drunk drivers); and in exchange for my compliance, she let me have a handful of friends overnight for a fancy dinner. I even got to use the dining room and the china.

Staying in on New Years then became a lifetime pleasure.

It may seem cool to get drunk at 20; but by 30, it’s grown stale (whether you’ve noticed or not;) and if you’re still partying at 40, you’re fraying around the edges, and no one even wants to look after that.

Don’t tell me you’re having fun because fun isn’t slurring your words, and spilling your drinks, and waking up miserable. Fun isn’t a DUI at 45 or rehab at 17.

If you’re not an alcoholic, why act like one?

Maybe you can’t see yourself. Maybe it’s a case of the Emperor’s New Clothes; but ask any child, and she can tell you.  She sees the pain you’re hiding. And the sadness. Or the anger. And the fear. And the boredom. She knows how to play the fool without a substance that ultimately steals the joy.

Wake up! Why do you want to repeat what your parents did? You’re kidding yourself if you think you’re different.

When it comes to getting drunk, we’re all the same.

Kelly Salasin, December 29, 2011

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The Party Gene

My beloved 6 foot 4 grandfather, hopefully at a costume party 🙂

I don’t know how far back the DNA goes for throwing parties, but I can trace it as far back as my great Nana Billy.

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Billy’s legendary hostessing was long before my time–back when my grandfather was a boy–when she threw dinner parties at her stately Pacific Avenue home in Atlantic City back in its heydey in the early 20s.

Meals shared at Billy’s house were always an occasion, whether with visiting dignitaries, local politicians, community leaders, or grandsons.

“A typical everyday breakfast was three or four pounds of sausage, three or four pounds of bacon, a couple dozen eggs, pancakes, English muffins, French toast…,” recalls my Uncle John, who said his grandmother could have fed five people for every person there.

Even more impressive was Billy’s ability and willingness to bring differing groups of people together. She was a devout Catholic, and her husband Samuel a Jew, so she became active in both the Jewish Ladies Society and Catholic Women’s Society, hosting them often.

Around the holidays, she would decorate her house to represent the traditions of both faiths–one on each side of the house–to welcome all.

My Great Nana Billy and I sharing a kiss.

By the time I was born, Nana Billy was an aged woman in a wheel chair wearing a wig. I loved spending time with her in her room at my grandparents house.  Inside the marble-topped end table that she brought from her own home, she’d hide chocolates that she’d share with me, making our time together very much a party.

It was from his mother, that my grandfather inherited his bright charm and generosity, making him the life of any party–whether at a dance or an event or in the kitchen flipping pancakes with his granddaughters.

My “Poppop” in his dancing shoes.

His wife, my Nana Lila, was an equally vivacious hostess and a fine cook, who continued the tradition of combining faiths in the home with the annual tradition of a spectacular Jewish brunch each Easter Sunday.

A Salasin family gathering in the 50s

With her bold and commanding spirit, Lila could cater a party, host a party, direct a party or act as the life of the party herself. Her DNA skipped a generation and was directly injected into over a dozen granddaughters, of which I am one.

Of all the wonderful parties that I have thrown in my life (including those at Lila and Bob’s “grand” house which later became ours), the one that stands out the most is the  infamous Doctor’s Party, which took place 24 years ago today.

Looking back now, I can see that my heritage played a part in the success of this event–given that it took place in the old doctor’s office that had once been my father’s and his father’s before him.  In fact, even my grandfather’s father had been a doctor and even Nana Billy’s father, my great-great grandfather had been a health officer.

My great-grandfather, Dr. Samuel Salasin, on the Atlantic City Boardwalk.

It was this lineage that I tapped in the conception of the best party–ever! I might mention that I was 22 and that most of my guests were young as well.  We all worked in the same restaurant, owned by my Uncle Jim, who clearly inherited the partying gene of the Salasin family.

Guests were invited–were required even–to arrive in some condition requiring medical attention.  They were to enter the old doctor’s office via the waiting room and wait–seated in the plastic bucket seats  that still lined the walls beside stacks of dull magazines.

I remember George arriving with two heads, and another waiter–who would later become my boyfriend and then husband and then father to my children–arriving on his bike with a six-pack and his arm in a sling.

In this well-cast party, my friend Lisa (the assistant manager at the restaurant) acted as the brusque receptionist who required guests to:  “Sign in, and take a seat.  The Doctor will be with you shortly,” (which I might add was the never the case with my father–his patients waited for hours!)

Another friend, Trish (the head hostess), played the part of a nurse, in great comedic form. Dressed in white, Nurse Trish would enter the waiting room with a clipboard in hand, looking around the room as if she didn’t know a soul and shouting out another name which she would invariably mispronounce.

In all seriousness, she would then escort each patient to the laboratory where to the patient’s horror, they would be handed a urine cup.  They wouldn’t be required to produce a specimen, however, but to drink one, similarly yellow, through a straw.  (Freshly tapped.)

The next stop would be to the doctor, where patients would lie down on the examining table for diagnosis. Dressed in scrubs, Doctor Kass (a waitress) and I (the restaurant manager) took our time with the two waiters we liked most. Of all the patients, Rob and Casey required the administration of the most “medication.”

The medication was stored in coolers on the floor, consisting of various flavors of Schnapps (very in vogue in the eighties)–including the traditional McGillicudy’s Peppermint, and the newest flavors, like root beer and peach.  (I still cringe at the memory.)

These “shots” were injected via syringes into the reclined mouth of each patient whereby Nurse Trish would reappear and wheel them off to the operating room.

The “operating room” was in fact the operating room, where I had assisted my father in a number of minor surgeries in the summers I worked beside him.  Only now it had been emptied as the final destination of the evening for our guests. Here, to their relief, they would find other “patients,” another keg, and piped in music from our favorite albums in the closet.

Within an hour, we were all joined together–doctors, nurses, receptionists and patients.  However, during the course of the evening and into the wee hours, some of the patients required additional “attention” which was administered in the tiny examining rooms lining the hall.

One additional room, the largest and grandest, with built-in bookshelves where thick medical annals once stood, was reserved for the head doctor–and it was there that I brought the man who has shared my bed for the past 24 years.

Yours Truly~in the only remaining evidence of the infamous Doctors Party, 1986

No party since has been as successful–or as fruitful.  In fact, over the years I’ve begun to fear that my partying skills are dramatically fading.  This may be due, in part, to my dwindling interest in intoxication–something for which I hold no regret.

What has survived, however, is the “spirit” of party giving–the creative impulse to mark occasions with celebration and inclusion.

This is a trait that I humbly call my own–shared with siblings and cousins and nephews and nieces, passed down through the generations, and bestowed, with honor, upon those to come.

Kelly Salasin

Of Special Note: our first son was born this week 9 years later.